Just stay strong!

Hi, can you see her smile? Lemme introduce herself to you, her name is Dinni Yulia but I usually called her with "Budin". I'm quite close to her. She's good, she's smart, she's kind. She's the toughest girl that I've ever known. She lives here with her brothers. Her parents live in the other town, Ternate. A few days before we got our holiday, Budin told me that her Mama was sick. She had to go to Ternate to see her Mama. So that she went there..

Holiday was over, but we didn't find Budin at campus, she told us that her Mama's condition was really bad. So she had to stay there for about a week. And when she went back here, she looked so sad. She told us that her Mama can't do anything. Then again, about two weeks she stayed here, she told us that her Mama moved to Jakarta to got  a better medication.. Budin went there on the weekend..
On the second week, Budin told us that she had to go to Jakarta to make sure that her Mama is alright. She looked so happy, she really wanted to meet her Mama.. But, on Sunday, at 08:17am, I got a message from her.. "Mamah dini meninggal :( maafin kesalahan mamah dini ;(" I don't really know exactly how I feel when I read those words. I cried so hard, I feel sooooo sad.. I can't do anything.. Inalillahi wainailaihi roojiun..
I know Budin is a strong girl, but I feel her.. I know that it's too hard to face this world without Mama.. One thing that I love about her is, she still trying and trying to give us her smiles even she feel so sad and down because of her Mama's death. You're the toughest girl ever in this world Budin, you really are! Just stay strong, we all love you! :)